I Lost My Faith

When you have eternal life it is eternal not temporary (1 Jn 5:13).

"[I]t takes much less effort to take your life than to stay alive.  If a person don't have any reason to keep on living. If the person have no plans for the future, no hopes, no dreams, no things in life which provide happiness for that person, I see no reason why he/she should put much effort into staying alive.  Life can be very exhausting at times."

I does take courage to live.  There is no hope without Jesus.  Even death will not solve your problems (Heb 10:31).  We do not want to short circuit God's plan.  We do not barge into his presence that way.  When we die, it should be with a right relationship with Jesus.   

Response to comment [from other]:  "The 'relationship with the unknowable is experienced by those who are not Christian, and who have no faith in any religion."

Only when a man is born again-- who has the indwelling presence of the Holy Spirit, can he claim a right relationship with God.  Not by his own righteousness but by Christ's righteousness.  Tapping into God's strength is a privilege reserved for believers.  A man can live his whole life and never repent of his sin, then come to the Lord at his last moments of life.  He will suffer the consequences of that life.  It is wise to receive Christ earlier rather than later (Col 2:6, Lk 19:9).

"[Y]ou open yourself up again to what is out there, you then find a new connection..."

Demons would love to fill that void (1 Pe 5:8).

Response to comment [from other]:  "Your message is purely a Christian one, from a Christian, so it isn't given objectively.  Other faiths dispute what you've said here, and their faiths have equal validity."

Christianity is exclusive (Jn 14:6).  Jesus is not "a" way, "a" truth and "a" way to life.  He is "the" way, "the" truth and "the" one way to life.  He alone provides all that we need.  So, when a man comes to the end of himself, Jesus will offer forgiveness and restoration.       

"Once again, this is a subjective opinion from a Christian. Just because you believe it because it says it in the Bible doesn't make it the truth. It's an opinion which relies on faith in that opinion.  Other opinions from other religions and non-religions have as much validity. There's no reason to believe one faith over another..."

A Christian believes that the Bible is the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.  We argue that there is objective reality.  We do not hold that other religions have equal validity (Jn 14:6).  We maintain that all religions are false but Christianity.  It is an exclusive claim that the Bible can back up. 

If all religions are right then Christianity must be right.  But Christianity could not be right because it claims that all other religions are false.           

Response to comment [from an atheist]:  "It is quiet liberating to exit the clown house of faith and embrace reality as it is."

How can it be liberating to be a slave to sin? (Jn 8:34).

Response to comment:  [(from a Christian) "An atheist is a man who says there is no God. Do you know there is no God?"]  "An atheist can be a woman, moron..."

Do you recall Neil Armstrong's statement when stepping onto the surface of the moon?  "One small step for man.  One giant leap for mankind."  "Man" refers to "mankind".  As there is order in the trinity, there is order in mankind:  man--then woman.  This is a foreign concept for those who pervert and invert God's law and order.   

Response to comment [from an agnostic]:  "It is unfair.  My brain likes to make sense out of things, find the logic behind things.  Finding the logic in a God who would punish people for not believing in him, when he doesn't provide any evidence for his existence..."

It doesn't work like that.  God does not say love me or die.  He is first and foremost holy.  As prison is created to contain those who broke the law, hell is created to contain those who break God's law.  Men have been given all proof necessary to believe (internal [Ro 2:15], external [Ps 19:1], scripture, etc.).  They are without excuse (Ro 1:20).  God has extended mercy (Jn 3:16, Ro 5:8). 

It is hard for men to understand God's judgment.  He'll let you go eternally, but with tears in his eyes.  To remain good, God must remain just.  It is right to give wrath if men reject love.  The greatest sin is the rejection of love.

If you cannot understand a God who must judge sin, then jump off a cliff.  You understand gravity.  God will not revoke or repeal his laws of nature.  Go to war.  You understand death.  There are laws of nature, and there are lessons to be learned from history.  When you live in the Lord's universe, there are consequences for every thought, action and behavior.  Scripture reveals what God said; nature reveals natural laws (e.g. gravity); and history reveals destruction (e.g. Jerusalem destroyed though God would have gathered her time and time again).  To say "I do not understand a God who would punish people for not believing in him" is to say "I know nothing of God and his holiness nor do I appreciate the sinfulness of my sin (MacArthur/McGee)."

Response to comment [from a pagan]:  "You will find what you had and more if you just look!"

Where should she look?  Up in a tree?  Under a rock?  Your fate is wrapped up in the god you worship.  You will suffer your god's fate (Ac 21:13).  This world will pass away (2 Pe 3:10). 

We live in an age of grace.  Christians do not take vengeance on people (like Muslims); Rather, we lay down our lives for them.  We reach out to the Buddhist, the pagan, etc. sharing the gospel.  It is specific:  Jesus died, Jesus was raised from the dead.  If you put your trust in him and turn from your sin, you can live eternally with him because he paid the price for your sin.  No tree or rock can do that for you.  The creator is to be worshipped.  The creation is not.        

Response to comment [from an atheist]:  [Being a slave to sin (Jn 8:34)]  "Who says we are slaves to sin?"

Jesus does (Jn 8:34).

"Who says there is such a thing as sin?"

God does (1 Jn 1:8).

"I think it's far more reasonable to assert that we are selfish creatures whether for mutual benefit or personal benefit, and we ascribe ethics and morality to our actions."

Men's idea of morality is perverse (Isa 55:8).  God is perfect (Ac 5:29). 

"I share a very similar view to Christopher Hitchens when he states that it's degrading to humanity to suggest that we would otherwise not understand the difference between right and wrong if it weren't for Moses on Mt. Sinai."

We do know right from wrong (Ro 2:15).  Moses gave the law to lawbreakers (Jn 7:19).  Jesus filled the Law of Moses for us (Lk 24:44).  J. Vernon McGee said:   

But if the ministration of death, written and engraven in stones, was glorious, so that the children of Israel could not stedfastly behold the face of Moses for the glory of his countenance; which glory was to be done away [2 Cor. 3:7].
The old covenant, the Law, was a ministration of death. When it says that it was written and engraved on stones, we know he is talking about the Ten Commandments.
It “was glorious.” It is the will of God, and it is good, even though it condemns me. There is nothing wrong with the Law. The problem is with me. It shows me that I am a sinner. “So that the children of Israel could not stedfastly behold the face of Moses for the glory of his countenance; which glory was to be done away.” That glory on Moses’ face slowly disappeared.
McGee, J. Vernon: Thru the Bible Commentary. electronic ed. Nashville : Thomas Nelson, 1997, c1981, S. 5:97

Response to comment [from other]:  "Can you elaborate by showing how the Bible can back up the claim that all other religions other than Christianity are false?"

What other person rose from the dead?  What other book has accurate predictive prophecy?-- kingdoms that would rise and fall, lands which would never again be inhabited (current up to one second ago)? 

"Approximately 2500 prophecies appear in the pages of the Bible, about 2000 of which already have been fulfilled to the letter—no errors. (The remaining 500 or so reach into the future and may be seen unfolding as days go by.) Since the probability for any one of these prophecies having been fulfilled by chance averages less than one in ten (figured very conservatively) and since the prophecies are for the most part independent of one another, the odds for all these prophecies having been fulfilled by chance without error is less than one in 102000 (that is 1 with 2000 zeros written after it)!"  The Odds - In Plain Site.org.

"J.K.Rowling could make a claim that all her Harry Potter books are actual real stories...that Harry Potter is the Messiah who will be returning."

J.K. Rowlings would be a liar.  In 200 years no one will remember the name J.K. Rowlings.  In 2000 years no one can forget Jesus.  

Response to comment [from an agnostic]:  "So what? What does that show? Does people's generation-spanning inherited memories and their regard for them change their truth?

To put it another way, do lies naturally die before the first 200 years are past?

The only information we really have on the basis of this remembrance is that people have looked upon this as a credible version of events for quite some time. The bible is not the only version of events that can boast this."

Any legends forming would have been challenged as the opponents were alive and well when the news of Jesus' resurrection was made known.  No one questioned the resurrection at that time.  It was a fact.  It takes 2000 years to reject the resurrection of Jesus, yet it still doesn't change the fact that he is risen.  Incidentally, 2 is the number for witnesses.  I would get ready for Christ's return.     

What other "version" do you find a credible source of history?  The Bible is the most truthful source of history we have.  No one has ever disproved it.   

The survival of Israel alone has turned people to Christ.  The way that God has dealt with Israel proves to people that he is faithful.  Time does not change that.     

Response to comment [from an atheist]:  "In over 3,000 years no one has forgotten names like Gilgamesh or Shiva - does that mean that the stories told about them are true as well?"

Have they been put through the ringer as the Bible has?  Why would you believe all ancient texts except the Bible?  Do you have a bias?  Are you opposed a holy God requiring something of you?   

The God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob still has other gods to defeat (Mt 3:12).  He will.  The atheist rejects all gods.  But one remains--himself.  So, you are left with a fool for a deity.   When a man comes to the realization that he is unable to live this life in his own strength, God is there.  You can reject God's love.  He gives you that choice.  God does not force you into heaven.  Even though God has given you the choice to accept or reject his love, he does not give you the choice of escaping the consequences.     

You can debate with people which texts of antiquity are to be believed.  Isn't it a moot point?  You'll have no history books (fiction or non-fiction) to read in hell.  The only history that will matter then is your own.    

Response to comment:  [Legends forming] "The bible says otherwise, hence the posting of the Roman guards at the tomb."

Do you argue that Rome was concerned that Jesus might rise from the dead? 

J. Vernon McGee said (Mt 27:62-66): 

The zeal of the enemy actually gives a confirmation of Jesus’ resurrection! If they had gone off and left that tomb as it was, their later explanation for the tomb’s being empty might be plausible. But, my friend, when you’ve got a tomb that is sealed and a Roman guard around it watching it, their claim that the apostles stole away the body of Jesus sounds pretty silly. The enemies of Jesus went to a lot of trouble to make the sepulchre sure, and that fact furnishes a marvelous confirmation of His resurrection.
Another interesting point is that when our Lord had told His disciples that He would rise again the third day, they had told a great many people, and the religious rulers got word of it. As soon as they could get another audience with Pilate, they said, “Look, Jesus made the statement that He would rise again the third day, and we want to make sure His body stays in that tomb.” Of course, they did not believe He would he resurrected, but neither did the apostles believe that He would come out of that tomb alive.
McGee, J. Vernon: Thru the Bible Commentary. electronic ed. Nashville : Thomas Nelson, 1997, c1981, S. 4:150-151

Response to comment:  "I wanted to share. I have not really lost my faith, but I have decided that I do not have the will to keep trying to remain a Christian. I have disappointed myself too many times, and my heart is far from wanting to serve God. At one time, I was fervent and passionate about the Lord, but I hardly care anymore. It wouldn't matter much, except that I'm dragging my wife and kids right down with me into the depths of despair.

Any thoughts? Thanks for your advice."

Your family needs you.

Suicideself-murder
A.     Thought of, induced by:
Life’s weariness     Job 3:20–23
Life’s vanity     Eccl. 2:17
Anger     Jon. 4:3, 8, 9
B.     Brought on by:
Hopelessness     Judg. 16:29, 30
Sin     1 Kin. 16:18, 19
Disappointment     2 Sam. 17:23
Betrayal of Christ     Matt. 27:3–5
C.     Other features concerning:
Desired by some     Rev. 9:6
Attempted but prevented     Acts 16:27, 28
Imputed to Christ     John 8:22
Satan tempts Christ to     Luke 4:9
D.     Principles prohibiting, found in:
Body’s sacredness     1 Cor. 6:19
Prohibition against murder     Ex. 20:13
Faith’s expectancy     2 Tim. 4:6–8, 18
Thomas Nelson Publishers: Nelson's Quick Reference Topical Bible Index. Nashville, Tenn. : Thomas Nelson Publishers, 1995 (Nelson's Quick Reference), S. 597

Response to comment [from an atheist]:  [Heresies, Ethiopian Jews]

The apostle Paul confronted false teaching (2 Tim. 1:14, 15).  This is no surprise (1 Tim. 1:6, 7; Eph. 4:14).  There will likely be a new heretical teaching (usually an old one revisited) next week.  Was the word made flesh?  Did Jesus come in the flesh?  Yes (Jn 1:14).  The Bible teaches that if anyone says differently (1 Jn 4:3) --reject them (e.g. Creed of Ignatius).

"[Those who] denied Jesus had existed at all."

We have several outside texts of antiquity that state Jesus did exist.  There is no credibility to claim that he did not.

"By that time any 1st century witnesses were long dead and the oral tradition was not much better than purple monkey dishwasher."

Matthew, Mark, Luke, John, Paul, James, Peter, and Jude wrote the gospel, history, letters to other Christians and the Revelation between AD 45 and 100.  The writers quote from all but eight of the Old Testament books.  These writings in Greek were copied and circulated so that by about AD 150 there is wide enough use of them to speak of the "New Testament".  Evidence derived from first century AD writers Philo and Josephs indicates that the Hebrew canon did not include the Apocrypha (How We Got the Bible, Rose Publishing, 1998). 

"[T]en tribes of Israel have been gone for quite some time...Jews of the Bible are Ethiopian.  Not only are you an intellectual coward and a bad Christian but you're quite ignorant of history."

There are twelve tribes (Lk 22:30).  No one is lost.  God knows where they are.  "They may be descendants of Jews who fled Israel for Egypt after the destruction of the First Temple in 586 BCE and eventually settled in Ethiopia [Excerpted from “Reunify Ethiopian Jewry,” World Union of Jewish Students].

See:

Jewish History

Israel's Genealogy

Response to comment [from an agnostic]:  "You suggested that antiquity and popularity of a belief would have bearing on its truth.  I showed you it would not. ...Can you actually respond to the argument, and stop squirming like a snake?"

"The discovery of the Dead Sea Scrolls prove that scripture was translated accurately.  In one cave along a terrace at Qumran ("Cave 4") 15,000 fragments representing some 600 manuscripts were found.  The Scrolls shed light on the culture in which Jesus lied, and provide fresh and new insight into the context of early Christianity (The Dead Sea Scrolls, Rose Publishing, 2005)."  Although the Bible has minor typos and some poor translations, the 66 books of the Bible have stood the test of time.  The Bible is reliable.   

The first century Jews were not popular for their new found belief in the risen Lord.  Some were courageous and made their beliefs known (like Joseph of Arimathea [Mt 27:57-58]).  Most died for professing belief in Jesus.  This only proves that the men who died for Jesus believed what they testified to.  Martyrdom only caused Christianity to spread.

Response to comment [from an atheist]:  "It's like talking to a child"

God does use the foolish things of the world (1 Cor 1:27).

"That Paul wrote any of the pastoral epistles is highly debatable."

The apostle Paul wrote:  the books of Romans; Corinthians; Galatians; Ephesians; Philippians; Colossians; Thessalonians; Timothy; and Titus.  He most certainly spoke about church government and pastoral duties in his :

1. To administer the ordinances
Matt. 28:19–20
2. To be a man of prayer
1 Tim. 2:1
3. To warn his flock
1 Tim. 4:1, 6
4. To study the Word
2 Tim. 2:15
5. To preach the Word
2 Tim. 4:2; Acts 6:2–4
6. To exhort and rebuke
1 Thess. 5:12; Titus 2:15
7. To watch over souls, his own and those of others
Acts 20:28–31; Col. 4:17; 1 Tim. 4:6; 6:11; Heb. 13:17
8. To feed and lead his flock
Acts 20:28; 1 Pet. 5:2
9. To be an example to all
1 Cor. 11:1; 4:16; Phil. 3:17; 2 Thess. 3:9; 1 Tim. 4:12; Heb. 13:7; 1 Pet. 5:3

Willmington, H. L.: Willmington's Book of Bible Lists. Wheaton, Ill. : Tyndale House, 1987

Government of, Mosaic and Christian: Deut. 17:8–13; Matt. 16:19; Luke 9:46–48; Luke 22:24–30; John 20:23; Acts 1:15, 23–26; Acts 6:2–6; Acts 11:22, 29, 30; Acts 13:1, 3, 5; Acts 14:23; Acts 5:1–31; Acts 16:4, 5; Acts 20:17; 1 Cor. 7:17; 1 Cor. 11:2, 33, 34; 1 Cor. 12:5, 28; 1 Cor. 14:26, 33, 40; 1 Cor. 16:3, 16; 2 Cor. 2:6, 7 vs. 2–11.; Gal. 2:9, 10; Eph. 4:11, 12; Phil. 1:1; 1 Tim. 3:1, 2, 5, 8–13 vs. 1–13.; 1 Tim. 4:14; 1 Tim. 5:1, 17, 22; 2 Tim. 1:6; Tit. 1:5; Heb. 13:17, 24; Jas. 5:14, 15; 1 Pet. 5:1–3; 3 John 9, 10; Jude 22, 23
Swanson, James ; Nave, Orville: New Nave's. Oak Harbor : Logos Research Systems, 1994

"The false teaching they present reflects a later time, a more developed orthodox theology and a more developed heresy that didn't exist during Paul's time."

Why wait for a later date?  Satan was in the upper room threatening Judas and Peter.  The heretical teachings you present have no credibility.

"The gospels are theological narratives and it's hardly possible to use the Bible to prove the Bible's own claims. Quite circular and fallacious."

There are plenty of reasons to believe the Bible (e.g. predictive prophecy, historical accuracy, personal testimony, the fact that Israel still exists, etc.)

"Swing and a miss...And the whole denial of Jesus' coming in the flesh kind of helps to bolster my argument."

The witnesses were the most credible men of their time.  Why wouldn't you trust their testimony?  Can't they claim something you cannot?--being there.   

"There exists no extra-biblical historical record that attests to [Jesus] existence."

The existence of Jesus Christ as recorded by Josephus, Suetonius, Thallus, Pliny the Younger, the Talmud, and Lucian.

See:

Extra-Biblical Confirmation of Biblical Events

"There are few people who disagree with the findings of Markan Priority..."

I am one of them.  

"[Twelve tribes] You're going to have to do a heck of a lot better than this effluent tripe."

Is it a coincidence that the genealogies became less important after the death, burial and resurrection of Jesus? 

Response to comment [from an atheist]:  [The 66 books of the Bible have stood the test of time]  "Not when compared to actual historical texts it isn't."

How do you choose which historical texts to believe?  Do you apply the same standards to the Bible?  What standards have you applied to the other ancient texts?

"Correction: the 1st. century Jews you make reference to were the Helenized Jews..."

The Jews who saw the risen Lord were mocked (Ac 17:32) and persecuted (Ac 23:6; 24:11-15).  I am speaking of them.  Luke discussed early prejudice in the church (Ac 6:1).

[Persecutions of Christians]

Stephen was preaching the gospel in Jerusalem on the Passover after Christ’s crucifixion. He was cast out of the city and stoned to death. About 2,000 Christians suffered martyrdom during this time (about 34 A.D.).

James, the son of Zebedee and the elder brother of John, was killed when Herod Agrippa arrived as governor of Judea. Many early disciples were martyred under Agrippa’s rule, including Timon and Parmenas (about 44 A.D.).

Philip, a disciple from Bethsaida, in Galilee, suffered martyrdom at Heliopolis, in Phrygia. He was scourged, thrown into prison, and afterwards crucified (about 54 A.D.).

Matthew, the tax-collector from Nazareth who wrote a gospel in Hebrew, was preaching in Ethiopia when he suffered martyrdom by the sword (about 60 A.D.).

James, the Brother of Jesus, administered the early church in Jerusalem and was the author of a book in the Bible. At the age of 94 he was beat and stoned, and finally had his brains bashed out with a fuller's club.

Matthias was the apostle who filled the vacant place of Judas. He was stoned at Jerusalem and then beheaded.

Andrew, the brother of Peter, preached the gospel throughout Asia. On his arrival at Edessa, he was arrested and crucified on a cross, two ends of which were fixed transversely in the ground (thus the term, St. Andrew's Cross).

Mark was converted to Christianity by Peter, and then transcribed Peter’s account of Jesus in his Gospel. Mark was dragged to pieces by the people of Alexandria in front of Serapis, their pagan idol.

Peter was condemned to death and crucified at Rome. Jerome holds that Peter was crucified upside down, at his own request, because he said he was unworthy to be crucified in the same manner as his Lord.

Paul suffered in the first persecution under Nero. Because of the converting impact he was having on people in the face of martyrdom, he was led to a private place outside the city where he gave his neck to the sword.

Jude, the brother of James, was commonly called Thaddeus. He was crucified at Edessa in about 72 A.D.

Bartholomew translated the Gospel of Matthew in India. He was cruelly beaten and crucified by idolaters there.

Thomas, called Didymus, preached in Parthia and India. He was thrust through with a spear by pagan priests.

Luke was the author of the Gospel under his name. He traveled with Paul through various countries and was supposedly hanged on an olive tree by idolatrous priests in Greece.

Barnabas, of Cyprus, was killed without many known facts about 73 A.D. Simon, surnamed Zelotes, preached in Africa and Britain, where he was crucified in about 74 A.D.

John, the "beloved disciple," was the brother of James. Although he suffered great persecution, including imprisonment where he wrote the book of Revelation, he was the only apostle who escaped a violent death.

See:

Voice of the Martyrs

"Were it not for Constantine, Christianity would have died as an obscure mystery cult..."

You are still speaking about Jesus.

Response to comment:  "So Paul wrote Matthew too?"

I listed books and epistles that the apostle Paul wrote, as well as additional references of church government and pastoral duties (which begin in the OT and continue in the NT).  Your ideas about false authorship, doctrinal inconsistencies, etc. are without merit.  

[Luke Ch. 2 historically inaccurate]

If your works of antiquity have more credibility than the Bible, please cite them.  I'm going with Luke's account of history.  He was a historian's historian. 

"It's not unreasonable to assert that in seeking to construct a biography of Jesus Christ, the authors of the gospels looked to the Old Testament."

Have you considered motive?  They could have lied, but their reward was persecution and death. 

"Israel has only existed for 60 years. Prior to that it had been wiped off the map for thousands of years."

There has always been a remnant.  The enemies of Israel even make maps without them.  Nice try, but God loves Israel.  She will never be destroyed altogether.  Time has proven that.  You would think men would learn to get on the right side of history future.  Israel is not going away.  God is not finished with his plans for Israel.   

"Civilizations, nations and empires that have tried to destroy the Jewish People: Ancient Egypt, Philistines, Assyrian Empire, Babylonian Empire, Persian Empire, Greek Empire, Roman Empire, Byzantine Empire, Crusaders, Spanish Empire, Nazi Germany, Soviet Union, Hamas (In-Process).

The Jewish People--the smallest of nations but with a Friend in the highest of places!" (http://www.shimshon9.com/civilizations-nations-empires-destroy-jewish-people/18/01/2009).

"[T]he gospels?  It's a widely accepted notion that the gospels were named pseudonymously and were therefore written by non-eyewitnesses long after the events they allege."

What is widely accepted by the critic, is not accepted by believers in the Bible (Mt 7:14).  God had a purpose in each gospel:

The Gospel of Matthew was written to the nation Israel. It was first written in Hebrew, and it was directed primarily to the religious man of that time.
The Gospel of Mark was directed to the Roman. The Roman was a man of action who believed that government, law, and order could control the world. A great many people feel that is the way it should be done today. It is true that there must be law and order, but the Romans soon learned that they couldn’t rule the world with that alone. The world needed to hear about One who believed in law and order but who also offered the forgiveness of sins and the grace and the mercy of God. This is the Lord whom the Gospel of Mark presents to the Romans.
The Gospel of Luke was written to the Greek, to the thinking man.
The Gospel of John was written directly for believers but indirectly for the Orient where there were the mysterious millions, all crying out in that day for a deliverance.
McGee, J. Vernon: Thru the Bible Commentary. electronic ed. Nashville : Thomas Nelson, 1997, c1981, S. 4:3
Each of the gospels get its name from the names of the human authors who wrote them, of course, God being the One who enable them to write their message under His inspiration (2 Pet. 1:21). All of these men were either an apostle who knew the Lord Jesus, or who were a close friend or associate of an apostle.

Matthew: Matthew is a contraction of Mattathias, “gift of Jehovah or Yahweh”). He was a Jew, the son of a certain man named Alphaeus. His original name was Levi (Mark 2:14; Luke 5:27). It is not known whether his father was the same as the Alphaeus named as the father of James the Less; he was probably another. This gospel was incontestably written by the apostle Matthew. As a tax collector under the Romans at Capernaum who was a hated publican, it is unthinkable that his name would have been attached to the first gospel had he not been the actual writer.

Mark: Mark is the evangelist who was probably the same as “John who was also called Mark” (Acts 12:12, 25). He was the son of a certain Mary in Jerusalem (Acts 12:12) and was, therefore, presumably a native of that city. He was of Jewish parentage, his mother being a relative of Barnabas (Colossians 4:10). It was to her house that Peter went when released from prison by the angel (Acts 12:12). That Peter calls him his son (1 Peter 5:13) is probably because Mark was converted under his ministry. He accompanied Paul and Barnabas on their first journey (Acts 12:25; 13:5) but left them at Perga and returned to Jerusalem (Acts 13:13). Whatever the reason for this act, it seems to have been sufficient in Paul’s estimation to justify his refusing to allow Mark to accompany him on his second journey. Barnabas was determined to take him, and thus Mark was the cause of a “sharp disagreement” between them and a separation (Acts 15:36-39). This did not completely estrange him from Paul, for we find Mark with the apostle in his first imprisonment at Rome (Colossians 4:10; Philemon 24). Later he was at Babylon and united with Peter in sending salutations (1 Peter 5:13). He seems to have been with Timothy at Ephesus when Paul wrote to him during his second imprisonment and urged him to bring Mark to Rome (2 Timothy 4:11), A.D. 66. Tradition states that Mark was sent on a mission to Egypt by Peter, that he founded the church of Alexandria, of which he became bishop, and suffered as a martyr in the eighth year of Nero. In the gospel of Mark his record is emphatically “the gospel of Jesus Christ, the Son of God” (Mark 1:1), living and working among men and developing the mission more in acts than by words.

Luke: Luke is the evangelist and author of the gospel bearing his name and the Acts of the Apostles.

The materials found in Scripture referring to the life of Luke are scanty and seem to yield the following results: (1) Luke was of Gentile origin. This is inferred from the fact that he is not reckoned among those “who are from the circumcision” (Colossians 4:11; cf. v. 14). When and how he became a physician is not known. (2) He was not one of the “eyewitnesses and servants of the word” (Luke 1:2). (3) On the supposition of Luke’s being the author of the Acts we gather from those passages in which the first person we is employed that he joined Paul’s company at Troas and sailed with them to Macedonia (Acts 16:10-11). He accompanied Paul as far as Philippi (Acts 16:25-17:1) but did not share his persecution or leave the city, for here the third person they is used. The first person we does not reappear until Paul comes to Philippi at the end of his third journey (Acts 20:6), from which it is inferred that Luke spent the intervening time—a period of seven or eight years—in the city or neighborhood; and as the we continues to the end of the book, that Luke remained with Paul during his journey to Jerusalem (Acts 20:6-21:18), was that apostle’s companion to Rome (Acts 27:1), sharing his shipwreck (Acts 28:2), and reaching the imperial city by way of Syracuse and Puteoli (Acts 28:12-16). According to the epistles he continued to be one of Paul’s “fellow workers” till the end of his first imprisonment (Philemon 24; Colossians 4:14). The last glimpse of the “beloved physician” discovers him to be faithful amid general defection (2 Timothy 4:11). Tradition since the time of Gregory of Nazianzus makes Luke a martyr, yet not unanimously, since accounts of a natural death slip in. Where he died remains a question; certainly not in Rome with Paul, for his writings are far later (Meyer, Com., on Luke, in introduction).

John: ( “Jehovah is gracious”). The son of Zebedee, a fisherman on the Sea of Galilee, (Mark 1:19-20; Luke 5:10), and Salome (Matthew 27:56; cf. Mark 15:40). We have no information respecting the religious character or personal participation of Zebedee in the events of the gospel history, but John’s mother was one of the women who followed Jesus even to His crucifixion.

Internal evidence that the author is “the disciple whom Jesus loved,” who also leaned on His breast at supper (John 21:20, cf. 21:7), and that this is the apostle John, is supported by numerous lines of evidence. (1) He was a contemporary of the events described. The writer was known to the high priest and entered the high priest’s residence in company with Jesus (John 18:15). He alone narrates the fact that it was the high priest’s servant whose ear Peter cut off (John 18:10). He deals with questions about the period before the destruction of Jerusalem and not with controversies of the second century when Gnostic and Ebionite defections were active (cf. John 6:15; 11:47-50). Numerous other details point to the contemporary scene. (2) He was a Jew of Palestine. He shows acquaintance with Heb., as is shown by the book’s opening words (cf. Genesis 1:1). Three times he quotes from the Heb. (John 12:40; 13:18; 19:37). He knows intimately the Hebrew festivals, that of Passover (John 21:13, 23; 6:4; 13:1; 18:28), the Feast of Booths (John 7:2; Tabernacles, KJV), and the Feast of Dedication (John 10:22). Jewish customs and habits of thought are familiar to him, such as questions of purification (John 3:25; 11:55), marriage customs, especially the way of arranging waterpots (John 2:1-10); Jewish burial customs (John 11:38, 44; 19:31, 40). He shows firsthand knowledge of Palestine, that there is a descent from Cana to the Sea of Galilee (John 2:12) and that Jacob’s well is deep (John 4:11). He is familiar with such places as Ephraim (John 11:54), Aenon (John 3:23), Mt. Gerizim (John 4:20), Jerusalem and the Kidron (John 18:1), Bethesda and Siloam (John 5:2; 9:7), and Golgotha (John 19:17; etc.). (3) He was John, the beloved apostle. This is a general deduction sustained from the above facts. He indicates the hours of events recounted (John 1:39; 4:6, 52; 19:14). He reports quotations of Philip (John 6:7; 14:8), Thomas (John 11:16; 14:5), Judas (John 14:22), and Andrew (John 6:8-9). He leaned on Jesus’ breast at the Last Supper (John 13:23-25) and was numbered among the three, Peter, James, and John. Moreover, Peter is distinguished from the author by name, as in John 1:41-42; 13:6, 8, and James had suffered martyrdom long before the writing of the gospel (Acts 12:2). He characteristically introduces himself (John 13:23; 19:26; 20:2; 21:7, 20). These general facts make it difficult to escape the conclusion that John the apostle wrote the fourth gospel.  http://bible.org/question/how-were-matthew-mark-luke-and-john-named-and-can-you-tell-me-something-about-authors-these

"Paul never differentiates between the nature of his experience with Jesus and the nature of the experience of the other apostles."

Paul was taught directly by Jesus--the message never being tainted by men.

His vision and conversion, Acts 9:3–22; 22:4–19; 26:9–15; 1 Cor. 9:1; 15:8; Gal. 1:13; 1 Tim. 1:12, 13. Is baptized, Acts 9:18; 22:16. Called to be an apostle, Acts 22:14–21; 26:16–18; Rom. 1:1; 1 Cor. 1:1; 9:1, 2; 15:9; Gal. 1:1, 15, 16; Eph. 1:1; Col. 1:1; 1 Tim. 1:1; 2:7; 2 Tim. 1:1, 11; Tit. 1:1, 3.
Swanson, James ; Nave, Orville: New Nave's. Oak Harbor : Logos Research Systems, 1994

"[V]arious levels of heaven"

The Physical Heavens: Gen. 1:1 Job 37:18; Psa. 33:6; 136:5; Jer. 10:12. Psa. 19:1; Psa. 50:6; Psa. 68:33; Psa. 89:29; Psa. 97:6; Psa. 103:11; Psa. 113:4; Psa. 115:16; Jer. 31:37; Ezek. 1:1; Matt. 24:29, 30; Acts 2:19, 20
Swanson, James ; Nave, Orville: New Nave's. Oak Harbor : Logos Research Systems, 1994

"[E]vil spirits whom Paul refers to often as principalities, or authorities..."

The apostle Paul understood the ‘principalities’ and ‘powers’ to be evil forces in this world (Rom. 8:38; cf. Col. 1:16; 2:15; Eph. 3:10; also 1 Cor. 10:20). In some of the later nt writings, however, the place of the demons began to give way to the centrality of the leader of the demonic forces, namely, Satan or the devil (who is sometimes referred to as ‘the evil one’). Thus, in the Fourth Gospel, there are no references to demon possession or exorcism. The devil has become the instigator of evil (e.g., John 13:2), though the charges fly back and forth between the religious authorities and Jesus as to who ‘has a demon’ (John 7:20; 8:48-49; 10:20-21), probably meaning, in the Fourth Gospel, who was thoroughly evil and opposed to God.
The idea that there are evil forces in the world that manifest themselves in various ways is still valid. How one articulates this idea may change from one culture to another, however. Demonology was a part of the culture of the nt world and should be interpreted and understood against that background.
nt New Testament
Achtemeier, Paul J. ; Harper & Row, Publishers ; Society of Biblical Literature: Harper's Bible Dictionary. 1st ed. San Francisco : Harper & Row, 1985, S. 217

[1 Cor 15:5]

And that he was seen of Cephas, then of the twelve [1 Cor. 15:5].
He mentions Cephas first. This is, of course, Simon Peter, to whom Jesus appeared privately. You may ask, “What took place?” It is none of my business, and I guess it is none of yours. It is not recorded for us. Jesus appeared to Peter. After all, he had denied Him. Peter had to get things straightened out with the Lord. You see, our Lord is still in the footwashing business.
Then He was seen “of the twelve.” Who are the Twelve? He appeared to Cephas privately, then He appeared to the ten (Judas was dead at this time). “The Twelve” was used as a collective term for the body of disciples. It does not necessarily imply that twelve disciples were present. However, when you put them all together and Paul joins them, you have twelve men.
McGee, J. Vernon: Thru the Bible Commentary. electronic ed. Nashville : Thomas Nelson, 1997, c1981, S. 5:73

εἶδον, ὁράω [horao /hor·ah·o/] v. Properly, to stare at ...translates as “see” 51 times, “take heed” five times, “behold” once, “perceive” once, and not translated once. 1 to see with the eyes. 2 to see with the mind, to perceive, know. 3 to see, i.e. become acquainted with by experience, to experience. 4 to see, to look to. 4a to take heed, beware. 4b to care for, pay heed to. 5 I was seen, showed myself, appeared.

v v: verb
TDNT Theological Dictionary of the New Testament
TDNTA Theological Dictionary of the New Testament, Abridged in One Volume
GK Goodrick-Kohlenberger
AV Authorized Version
Strong, James: The Exhaustive Concordance of the Bible : Showing Every Word of the Text of the Common English Version of the Canonical Books, and Every Occurrence of Each Word in Regular Order. electronic ed. Ontario : Woodside Bible Fellowship., 1996, S. G3708

[1 Cor 15:45]

And so it is written, The first man Adam was made a living soul; the last Adam was made a quickening spirit [1 Cor. 15:45].
You see, the first man, Adam, was psychical—psuchen and zosan in the Greek. That means he was physical and psychological. The last Adam (Christ) is spiritual—pneuma or pneumatical, if you want the English equivalent.
McGee, J. Vernon: Thru the Bible Commentary. electronic ed. Nashville : Thomas Nelson, 1997, c1981, S. 5:79
15:35–49 The Nature of Bodily Resurrection
Paul continued to emphasize the believer’s certain link to a glorified body. A question reveals a problem (15:35). There was a basic problem with the concept of raising a dead body (cf. Acts 17:32) or the possibility of flesh being glorified (15:36–49). Paul’s distinctions between flesh and glory show that distinctions apply also to the next life as well as this one. The resurrection body is up to God, as are the gifts. Paul illustrated from nature that there are various kinds of bodies, each uniquely suited to the existence of the particular living thing. A body suited for life in the eternal kingdom must be different from a body of this present age. That follows the pattern of Adam and Christ (15:45). Adam, the first man, was a source of physical life for all men (Gen. 2:7). Christ, the last Adam, is a source of spiritual life for all who would believe.
Hughes, Robert B. ; Laney, J. Carl ; Hughes, Robert B.: Tyndale Concise Bible Commentary. Wheaton, Ill. : Tyndale House Publishers, 2001 (The Tyndale Reference Library), S. 558
15:45–49 Here Paul answers the question (v. 35) more specifically by showing that the resurrection body of Jesus Christ is the prototype. He begins with a quotation from Gen. 2:7 with the addition of two words, “first” and “Adam.” Adam was created with a natural body, not perfect, but good in every way (Gen. 3:1). The “last Adam” is Jesus Christ (Rom. 5:19, 21). He is saying that through the first Adam we received our natural bodies, but through the last Adam we will receive our spiritual bodies in resurrection. Adam’s body was the prototype of the natural, Christ’s body of the resurrection. We will bear the image of His body fit for heaven (Acts 1:11; Phil. 3:20, 21; 1 John 3:1–3) as we have borne the image of Adam’s on earth.
MacArthur, John Jr: The MacArthur Study Bible. electronic ed. Nashville : Word Pub., 1997, c1997, S. 1 Co 15:45

"I feel like a cat playing with a dying mouse."

Who is dying?  (1 Cor 1:18).

"[U]sing faith as a means of denying that which can be seen is about as unbiblical as it gets. Not only are you intellectually bankrupt and cowardly, but you're also a bad Christian."

The apostle Paul was an eyewitness to the risen Christ.  We believe his testimony.  "We do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal (2 Cor 4:18)."

"Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed (Jn 20:29).”

Response to comment [from an agnostic]:  "You made an argument that implied that the bible's popularity and antiquity...do you concede that point...?"

My argument was that Jesus is alive (Mt 28:6).  You must deal with him.  No other work of antiquity has the credibility that the Bible has.  No other work of antiquity can refute what the Bible has to say.  Nothing unearthed has ever disproven the Bible.  When we dig something up, we see that the Bible was right all along..."

Response to comment [from an atheist]:  "I trust [historical texts] that line up with observable evidence."

Then you would believe the gospels?  If not, what historical texts do you believe?   

[Do you apply the same standards to the Bible?]  "Yes, and it fails the test."

Please name the historical texts you believe and the tests that you say you have applied to both.  The Bible passes each test.  Let's see if your non-historical texts can say the same. 

"[T]he persons mentioned here [Matthew, Mark, Luke and John] have little if any historical evidence for their existence - and what is 'known' of their alleged martyrdom comes from...tradition, not any valid historical record...Voice of the Martyrs is just a propaganda outlet..."

So you believe all sources except for Christian sources?

"Jesus is just a symbol..."

Is George Washington just a symbol?  Does he offend you in any way?  

"...[A]s I'm concerned, he's no more a real person than Robin Hood."

Do you believe that the writings of Caesar, Plato or Aristotle were accurately preserved?

Response to comment [from an agnostic]:  "[You] suggested that antiquity and popularity are means of telling that the bible is a trustworthy source...Do you concede that one point?"

Is the Bible a trustworthy and reliable document when compared to all other works of antiquity?  Does it hold its integrity from stone to clay to leather (approx. 1500-400 BC); to papyrus (approx. 45-100); to animal skins (approx. AD 300-1400); to vellum in the 1300s-1400s; to the printing press in 1455 to paper, to the computer?  Yes.

Is the Bible a trustworthy and reliable document because of its popularity?  I wouldn't argue that it is popular (Ex 23:2).  We live in a Christ-rejecting world.  The sum and substance of the Bible from Genesis to Revelation is the person of Jesus Christ.  Most will not heed the warning of scripture (Mt 7:13).  Christians and the gospel message are anything but popular (Jn 13:16, Jn 15:18) . 

Can people get Jesus out of their minds?  They can ignore him or reject him, but that does not make him go away.  Every person must make a decision about the man from Nazareth.  People still say that no good thing can come from Nazareth (Jn 1:46).  But he did.   

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